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Realization

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Remember all of the vents I've posted of Negative...?
They were about someone dear to me...
I wrote things like how that someone didn't care about me, and that they lied to me and a whole bunch of crap... Because at that time, I only assumed I understood the situation. All of the evidence I had pointed to it being true, so even though I've considered it being untrue, there was nothing that I KNEW of that supported it being so...

So, I was upset. I wrote all of those mean things, caused fights, cut myself, vented about how I hate myself...

But I just now realized, it wasn't a lie. And I HAD misunderstood.
I only realize this because that person who it was all about explained it to me on their own. I didn't ask, and I was still upset until they came to mention it...

It all makes sense now...
And I'm absolutely horrible for reacting the way I did, when I didn't even know the person's side of the situation... I feel so bad for everything...

On the bright side, the person didn't know that everything I posted was about them...so I pretty much did no harm...; and I understand the truth now so all of those bad emotions are gone; but I still feel so sorry for reacting the way I did...

...Just to make something clear; I never stopped caring about this person. This person remained dear to me through the whole thing. I was only upset because I thought this person didn't care about me.
...
*sighs*
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KatieKat86's avatar
It's okay, as long as you've resolved the situation, you and him/her should be able to make a fresh start. Just remember, that everyone goes through times where they misunderstand, and don't get all the facts they need. But remember, you are special. EVERYONE makes mistakes! But it's important to know, that no matter how big the mistake is, it can still be resolved. :heart:
Now you better start feeling better! =D