Bad morning, I took off for 3 hours, I came back, more badness, then I did something I shouldn't have (it's in the drawing), and it hurts physically now that everything is settled 3= I used a chibi to enlighten the mood.
Hey, don't worry. Everything's back to normal now. I'm not emo. But to be completely honest that was a suicide attempt. But I'm not suicidal now, so don't worry. It won't ever happen again, and I know I was completely stupid to do it in the first place. Forgive me if I worried you <=\
W-What did you do? ó_o I hope it's not what I'm thinking you did. But on the other hand I don't want to say I think you would do such a thing but then again...I could understand if you did it (sorry again if I'm writing nonsense again). Anyways, I hope you get better soon both physically and emotionally.
Yeah, I did do what you think I did =T but it wasn't for the reason people who do it normally do, it was for--honestly--an end to everything (if you know what I mean by that..). Worse, I know. Just yesterday was bad enough, and then something happened this morning that was so bad I couldn't do anything but scream and fight and cry not to go home...and then when I actually got home and locked myself in my room, my lock was picked and at that point I just grabbed a razor and..well, did what I now regret. It looks terrible, and it burns. But everything's worked out now. (sorry for the long explanation)
Oh, how I wish I could do more for you instead of just writing down some useless words. Thinking that I - we - could've lost you... I know it just sounds stupid because I'm only an online friend and we don't even know each other for such a long time, but it still would've been really strange and sad if you'd never come back again. I mean, we would've never known what happened, but still...I'm happy that it didn't end like this but I really wish I could be a better help. I mean, I'm glad to hear that everything worked out but...It still sounds terrible. I really hope that you will feel better, and when I say better I mean not just for a short amount of time...